Sunday, April 24, 2005

My week as a hermit

So today is the first day I have come close to feeling human again. I mean my head doesn't feel like it's on the verge of exploding, the thought of eating is actually appealing, and I manage to get to the office and put in four hours of paper work time to catch up on signing off on notes. Our team employment support specialist came in, saw me, spoke a little bit and I could tell she was thinking "I better not get mono woman." My boss came in, seemed utterly amazed to see me alive and breathing. His main comment was "I hope I don't have mono, that would suck." Or something along those lines. Yes, it does suck. Other than that,I am faced with the likelihood of having little to no pay check coming unless someone finds it within their heart to donate a few of their vacation days to me so I can foot next months bills. I don't' expect it and don't foresee it happening anytime soon. I will be exceptionally surprised if someone does help me out. I just pray I can make it out of bed tomorrow and get back to work without too much trouble. In the meantime, I think today being the first time out of the house in a week was a bit of a milestone and hope the energy is available to do it again tomorrow. Wish me luck!

T-

...So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom
And I'll go wearin' my naughties like a jewel...
I'm still an angel to a girl who hates to sin

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